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I am skipping my Grace post tonight because I am tired and my day wasn’t very good. I was frustrated at the new system at work. Every time I got my pace going…it would throw up an ERROR message. I swear I called the tech guy 10 times today. Finally at about 3:30, I told the boss man that I was done attempting to enter data for today because I was very frustrated. He said he didn’t blame me, so I looked at blogs til 5:00. :) It made me relax some before going home. I also didn’t sleep well last night. Jeramy was restless which in turn made me restless. As you know, I am taking medication for depression and it seems to be working pretty well but I haven’t kicked the main side effect yet….MAY CAUSE DROWSINESS. Yes it is causing drowsiness to say the least. I’m still so tired during the day. I came home tonight and took a hour nap until Jeramy got home. It sucks that something is supposed to make you feel better but you have to get past the side effects first. I’m hanging in there and am thinking about going to bed after I post this. Thanks for listening…a little venting never hurt anyone. :) Hope everybody has a great night and I’ll see ya tomorrow!
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A Little Insight

I have finally went back to the doctor for depression. I have battled it for a few years now and I think I have finally realized that I need the medicine. Depression has ran in my family for years and the doctor said it may be inherited. I remember 10 years ago when I was carefree and happy all the time. I was having the time of my life. No worries. Well as we all know…life happens and sometimes it isn’t always pretty. A lot of things have happened in the last 10 years…good and bad. It’s very hard sometimes and hard to cope with all the stresses of life. Some people look down on you for taking medication for something that they say you should be able to deal with on your own and get over. It’s not always that simple. I don’t really have reasons to be grumpy…I just am. That’s not enjoyable for me or for Jeramy so I went and did something about it. I have matured enough to know when I need help. I need to even out some before the wedding for sure! :) So I just have to get past the sleepy stage of the medicine and hopefully all is well after. Happy Friday everyone!

High…getting a refund check in the mail!
Low…Bella is sick and I don’t know what’s wrong. Have to take her to the vet in the morning if she doesn’t eat breakfast. :(
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All About Me

I found this at Auburn Kat. Thought I would answer these questions too. It’s too early on a Monday to be insightful! :)

-The way you act when you’re working under pressure. . . stressed…I don’t like to be bothered or interrupted.
- When you’re depressed, you act like. . .I get crabby and don’t feel like doing much of anything. I don’t like to talk about it and get frustrated when people keep asking me what’s wrong. I work through it and everything’s better usually.
- When you’d rather be alone, you. . .I ask for my space. I usually go in the office and play around on the computer or go to my room and read.
- The way you react to most people when you meet them is. . .I’m shy and usually don’t have a lot to say. A lot of people think I’m being snobby but I’m just being cautious. It’s hard for me to trust new people.
- Something that will usually cheers you up is. . .Jeramy being silly. Encouraging blogs.
- When you get angry you. . .take a deep breathe and try to relax. Or if I’m really angry…I cry.
- You become easily annoyed by. . .Lying, people trying to manipulate the situation, bad drivers, people that don’t stand up for themselves, and fake people.
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Loving This


I am loving this commercial. I saw it a couple of months ago and I smile every time I see it. It is a great public service message. I hope Jeramy is like this with our little girl…when we have one! :) I can see him doing this because he still is a kid at heart. My Mom and I were talking last Friday on our way to go thrift store shopping about adults losing their child-like heart. I was telling her about this little boy that I see waiting for the bus every morning on my way to work. He is always playing swords with a stick that he has found in the yard. He doesn’t care what people think about him doing this…he’s just having fun and enjoying himself. We as adults lose that aspect a lot because we start caring about what everybody else thinks of us. We lose our ability to have fun without thinking…do I look stupid? So I am going to try to forget that part and just enjoy life and find that kid in me! :) Hope everyone is having a fabulous Friday!
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